CHEASTER -


Iíll only darken this door step once more this year,
Used to see people like me and wonder why theyíre even here,
Donít tell me live otherwise, cause Iíll firmly shut both my eyes,
My life and the one you describe donít line up Iím blurry Ö

What direction to lean, my form follows routine,
Its addiction, to attention, by admission, its attrition,
That leads me here to ease this wear and tear,
That leads me here to ease this wear and tear Ö

So why donít you just leap, what good is staying on your feet,
With your desperate thoughts, and some desperate dreams Ö

Thereís no reason to believe,
Any of this applies to me,
Itís a far cry from the worldly mess, so play your cards and get ahead,
A promise with no precedent, what I deserve is not what I get Ö

So why donít you just leap, what good is staying on your feet,
With your desperate thoughts, and some desperate dreams Ö

What direction to lean, my form follows routine,
Its addiction, to attention, by admission, its attrition,
That leads me here to ease this wear and tear,
That leads me here to ease this wear and tear Ö
That leads me here to ease this wear and tear Ö
That leads me here to ease this wear and tear Ö

I didnít wear my glasses all this week,
To see the world the way the world sees me,
Stacked up my actions and words donít match up, together theyíre blurred,
How can they see that youíre living in me if Iím blurry?